So at musical practice today we were all sitting backstage talking like theater people do. And I meet (well I kinda already knew him, but not well) the most amazing guy in the world. I'm serious NO ONE has ever had this affect on me.
Oh I don't know what I'm feeling, but I know jealous is a big part of it. My friend gets to marry him (in the show of course!) and my other friend was all over him. God jealous is ugly.
But we did get to ballroom dance together. It was so romantic, he twirled me and held me. I was blushing the whole time, and if you know me you know I never blush. I was sad to find out that I won't get to dance with him in the show because my character is needed else where. Worst of all the friend that was all over him gets to dance with him...
Another problem is I'm a Freshman and he's a Junior. God life is unfair...
It's funny how my weekend was horrible but yet everything changed when I saw him. I liked the way I feel, and I don't want to back. Maybe if I get up the courage I'll ask him to the semi formal dance. When it comes to most things I'm brave as a lion, but when it comes to boys...
I don't want to say I love him because I don't know what that feels like but there is something there, and I think he sees it to.
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Aww thats soo cute! Try and talk to him and hang out with him every time you have practice!! And flirt, but not crazily, just coy smiles and eye contact work best lol
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When is your semi formal?
Whats the difference between a freshman and junior??
Awwww! I'm probably not very qualified to give 'relationship' advice but I would go with Sammy XD I also don't know the difference between freshman and junior, haha, and I'm in high school XD Is junior one year or two years old? That's not as bad as you might think...
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