25 Things About Me

So I saw wannabe journalist made a list of 25 things about her. So I wanted to write '25 Things About Me'.

25. I grew up in a very small town, but I love it here. I think because I grew up here I became a more well rounded person. I'm much more appreciative of the things I have.

24. My favorite holiday is Halloween, I have a slight obsession with the paranormal world. But this is something you couldn't really tell from my personality or dress.

23. My hero is my mom and Nana. My mom takes care of me and all me needs, when my brother she sat with him night and day till he was better, she was strong though the whole thing. And I love both my mom and Nana.

22. I was diagnosed with Raynaud's disease in 8th grade.

21. I have a fear of being alone. When I'm alone it's like reality falls all around me. When there is people around me I don't have to get lost in my thoughts. I like to think, but some of my memories are terrifying and I'm scared of them. So you wouldn't ever find me all alone.

20. I think that the song "All She Wrote" By: Ross Copperman is the song that describes me the most. I think the lyrics are like me.

19. The scariest yet most beautiful memory happened about a year ago. My brother was in the hospital with Crohn's disease, which is very serious. I was so scared my brother wasn't going to make it, he was just so sick. The beautiful part was the fact that it was night and my brother was sleeping and I was sitting half on my mom's chair half on my dad's chair. My sister was on the other side of my mom. The lights were off and we watched David sleep. We told stories and talked in the dark. I felt whole, even though this hell we were going though I felt complete for the first time in a long time. I liked the feeling of having one family not two, I wasn't being split in two. I was happy yet so sad, a strange yet comforting feeling.

18. I lie about how I'm feeling. I'm the 'happy-go-lucky' girl, but inside I'm very different. Inside I'm very thoughtful and very worried over most things. I just put on my 'act' that I'm happy, but it's only a shell, a mask. Only very few people have seen the real me.

17. I would die without music. I need it, I love it. I like to sing and write music, I have dreams of being famous for singing but that's a work in progress.

16. I have a secret passion for writing. My mind is a very complex place, and if I tried to explain I would never get it right. I've been known to be like a rubix cube. I have tendency to speak in riddles, and my mind is always making up new stories. The stories in my head are in depth and completely different worlds. I have a secret dream of being an author.

15. I'm a love addict. I think love stories are so perfect, but at the same time I don't like to read or watch about them because I also get extremely jealous over them. I want a man to love me despite my faults.

14. This one I'm not proud of... I'm secretly narcissistic. But I'm not over-the-top obsessed about my appearance, but I admit I like them a bit to much. I'm very ashamed over this one, but it's true. I can pretty much remember every time someone has called mt beautiful/pretty.

13. I don't rely on other people. If I have a problem I would rather let it eat me up inside then tell someone. I just feel weaker admitting I have a problem, I'm also afraid people would think it's stupid.

12. I have a problem with the word stupid. Ever since 3rd grade I've had a problem with the word, it reminds me of the time this girl hit me repetitively and screamed 'stupid baby' at me me. The memory has scared me for life. I can still see her and feel the sting of the hit, I had a bruise on my cheek and I remember not telling anyone, I said the bruise was from a fall.

11. I'm a bottle, like my brother. That's what me and my brother call ourselves. Being a bottle means you don't show the emotion of pain or anger, you just hold it inside. I only cry when my bottle becomes full, I don't cry easily.

10. I like to read books, lot and lots of books. I feel that they are like a door out of reality, an escape to a world of my choosing, a place where the characters would never judge me, and I'm free.

9. I'm an 'Old Soul'. I've been told I write/speak more like an adult then a teen.

8. I pretend the news is fake. This may sound weird but it's true. All the news station tells of disasters and of deaths (the ends of the story and life of a person) I try not to believe them. It hurt to much to think those are people I'll never have the pleasure to know, people who's stories and thoughts will never be heard again.

7. I have another fear of falling. I'm not afraid of heights it's the thought of being suspended in air, falling and waiting for the 'splat'. I do want to go sky diving before I die to break this fear.

6. I want to live in London, England. I like the U.S.A. but I also always wanted to live in England.

5. Something important to me is the experience of my first theater show in 7th grade. It was the show 'Oliver!', and I was Oliver Twist (notice something *cough* Elena Lee Twist *cough*). This was my first leading role (and last unless I get to be Amy March but I'm still waiting for the cast list) and it was my first show.

4. When I buy a house someday it will be somewhat small. I think houses are cozier when there tiny. I feel like mansions are just to big and I wouldn't feel as connected to my future family.

3. I like eyes, I don't know why but I like to look at the color of the eyes of friends and strangers. If you gave me a name I could tell you a descriptive description of their eyes, from the shape to the color.

2. I have a list of places and things I want to do before I turn 20 years old. I started the list when I was 7 and now I only have 6 years till I'm out if time. There is a lot of things I did complete, example first kiss, skip school to see a movie, hold a grudge for a week over something dumb, ect.

1. I would be lost if someone I'm close with left me in an unexpected way. I need everyone and I hate change in my life, I just don't take change well.

Alright that's me list and I must say it's quite personal, and most of the things in there I've never told. I hope you have a great day.