Fight Fire With Fire Till You Turn To Ice

Everyone knows that old saying "Fight fire with fire", but is it true? This is a follow up to my other post to Amber.

First off I was just going to let this die and forget all about it. I was going to give up and let you win. But you crossed a line. You said things that wouldn't slipped through my lips. I heard something and I have proof... You made a bashing bulletin about me on myspace. I would never do that. Yes I admit to writing the blog post, but I can't delete that. Why? Because at that moment I was angry but you know what an hour later I was fine. I would never delete my thoughts and feelings. On this website no one sees anything mostly because not many know it exists, but that was posted to a lot of people I know and that know me. And now I'm being judged by people because of your words, people that don't know me.

You thou... You hurt me. You talk behind my back after I remember asking you if you had ever done such a thing and you lied, maybe at the time it was true but now I'm hurt.

I don't care if you have other friends, I thought you understood that. You said that I don't know you, but on the contrary I've found that you don't know my either. Yes you know trivial things about me but I thought you knew the deeper parts to, I guess not.

I'm not going to sit here and type mean things and be heartless, no. I'm not going to post things on myspace or myyearbook about you. That's not me.

I'm done being angry at you, at everyone. I'm done. I have been done. I don't think your done yet, because ever since this started I noticed people treating me coldly. I won't mention names but one person has been down right horrible.

I guess we're more different then I thought, but I don't want this to be the end of a three year friendship. So I apologize. Forgive me?